even now by barry manilow

Even now, when there's someone else who cares,
when there's someone home who's waiting just for me,
even now I think about you as I'm climbin' up the stairs,
and I wonder what to do so she won't see…
That even now, when I know it wasn't right
and I found a better life than what we had,
even now I wake up cryin' in the middle of the night,
and I can't be lieve it still could hurt so bad.
Even now, when I have come so far, I wonder where you are, I wonder why it's still so hard without you.
Even now, when I come shinin' through, I swear I think of you,
and how I wish you knew, even now.
Even now, when I never hear your name
and the world has changed so much since you've been gone,
even now I still remem ber and the feeling's still the same,
and this pain inside of me goes on and on, even now.
Even now, when I have come so far, I wonder where you are, I wonder why it's still so hard without you.
Even now, when I come shinin' through, I swear I think of you,